The Outspoken Blvd

Think of two casinos as two people this is a hypothetical not real life, ones an elite casino one is a developing run down casino The elite casino -State of the Art Architecture -A beautiful decor around the property of fountain, trees, flowers, along with a beautiful park -Inside its like the taj mahal very shiny very pristine, granite and stone like walls with marble flooring -A hotel front desk with a nice wood counter with carved artwork along with a tapestry on the back of its wall -You walk into the casino the nicest chairs with the latest slot machines, tables that are made beautiful better than anything you would see in a regular casino -each hotel room is opulent in its decor, nice beds, spacious rooms, and 3 tall towers -It has a pretty buffet with the best food and so much variety, a row of restaurants of fine dining and a mega shopping center with stores from around the world -it has three theaters and an arena -the casino is commented as a wonder of the world ...

I get I should forget about and move on, screwed any chance of working for mlb teams however, I do want to address something I said I had my theories and told three people about them, one I never should've really told. Now looking back on it I never should of said anything, not because of the consequences nor the shunning but because it wasn't the time and made me look bitter. It very well could have been true. When I did that, I knew it got around those people can't keep there mouths shut and it was gonna get around I still feel bad about that even though its done weird. Edit: I will say this and i believe this to be true I never had a chance at full time I had a feeling that they played me and I think I'm right on this, thats not to say that there weren't people who didn't want me to succeed because there were. There were many verbal and non verbal cues that i looked back on plus I had conveyed my goal to the wrong people. Which in the end you can...

you know ive said before midwest people are the nicest people they are built that way, they are raised to be nice to people and be a community. That being said, I want to clarify something, it doesn't mean they aren't deceptive or don't have a second personality because some of them do. They might be nice at work very happy go lucky and friendly and be a total ass hole when it comes to family life. Females as well as Males may be this woman or man of god then but at night they're total heathens and they sleep with multiple partners. What I'm saying is just because they are good hearted people which they are doesn't mean they don't have some type of demon.

Alone with no one just peace and tranquility and maybe a bit of gaming (I know I'm a grown ass adult). The reason I say this is simple I don't annoyed or bothered. Sure its lonely I get that and if I had friends or a relationship I may be singing a different tune but its good to unwind. My Christmas was going to Vegas to see a show, a game and a couple of museums. Plus when i went back to Christmas last year lets just say without going into detail there was very bad luck. For some reason when I go to Vegas I always have luck (not winning I didn't even gamble this last trip rather that everything will run smoothly) not to say i don't watch my back you have to especially on the strip. I make the best of it, seeing everything else that could happen, it could be worse and I do not live a bad life so far. The only drawback is the loneliness and I'm use to that now, a girl had told me back in Leavenworth Kansas in Jr High that I'd be alone I wont have friends and wi...

So I figured I'd get some Boulevard brewing which has some interesting tasting beers and a mass variety. I don't usually get beer or alcohol in fact before this I didn't get any beer for about 3 weeks. My experience of drinking again has got me realizing one thing. This beer that I'm drinking is poison, not only has it got me crashing at unexpected times when I'm drowsy. But, as far as bloating and congestion not to mention the trouble breathing especially laying down all though this might be acid reflux and heartburn (might also be from hot food) makes me realize I'm better off without it completely. Even in moderation I can't handle this stuff anymore not to mention the hangover after you stop and wake up in the morning.

Deception watch out for it don't think you know someone without really getting to know them. Or they have a dark side, we all have a dark side I believe that is all in the nature of a human being. Some of us paint ourselves in a positive light in public only to do things that we would not like the public to know Some of us are blunt and straight forward on what we are and that tends to stray us from ever interacting at times Some of us are just quiet the personality never comes out you never know who we are. Which is better that's just a matter of interpretation. See you are what you are based off of perception and interpretation. I have found this out the hard way. I believe its the best way in that it gets to change and adapt to the environment better. You learn from your mistakes to not talk about the Vegas shooting of 2017 that killed 58 people so openly for instance. Remember we all have our weaknesses, our darkness, our lightness and our personality, no matter how...

Taught me one thing.... You don't have to Gamble You don't have to Drink To have fun in good ole vegas. For the same expense you'd be paying for drinking and gambling you can pay for shows For instance I usually gamble when I go to Vegas, instead of spending it on gambling I put it toward a show and a hockey game. Of course I used myvegas and went to a wax museum and went to a fort up in the north of vegas as well as Goodsprings and Primm. I was never bored and always busy. In fact I should've booked one more day because I could have went to more suburbs and museums. Thought about seeing the Mob Museum and Neon Museum and decided that its too much. For instance 4 or some years ago the Neon Museum was 12 dollars, now its over 20 dollars. To me its too expensive. After the trip was over I said "I should of done this a long time ago"

You know at first going to the xmas party I was pissed I thought the party sucked having no one talk to me not joining in the festivities of drinking even a person in my department who I sit by during lunch didn't really mingle with me Now the party sucked just being real to me I'd rather see a bigger bonus or higher gift card balance (company gave us gift cards) or better benefits but it made me realize something  See when I didn't drink this was during college and the first part of living where I live today I tended to be more laid back and quiet and I kept to myself yes..  I'd make friends here and there none really stuck most were like acquaintances Anyways my point I for the first time in a while realized that I was being myself. Sat by myself wore a jersey while other people came in street clothes some dressed up, had water and ate food, only talked to people who initiated contact first with a very brief conversation. I wasnt trying to impress people or be differe...

When I work I try to do it a steady pace nowadays I base it off of a couple of things: Growth opportunities Position Status part of full time Pay Now let me start off by saying if I ran a company I would employee lazy people I would give those people a raise every year for service however I would not go above and beyond for these guys as far as development with them if there a groundskeeper I would keep them there they wouldn't have any upward climb nor cross training. Would they be full time? Sure if I needed that but this is me hypothetically running a business. Alright so back to the topic at hand status of full time isn't that big of a deal, some of the benefits of full time positions these days suck.  Pay: can be a difference people will move from one position to another if it meant 2 to 4 extra dollars. This is not everything though Position: if you are entry level you may want to work hard to get bonuses if you are in management you definitely want to hit your numbers fo...