The Outspoken Blvd

Being in a small town, I realize how deep my dependency on technology really is and as I live in a city how dependant I've become on convienence. It's amazing the emotions you go through from bored, sad, angry etc just find it very unique. At the same time I find myself enjoying the landscape the mountains, clouds, rain, and landscape alot like what I feel about Vegas on strip and off strip *very different You go into deep thoughts you ask yourself why am I here what is my purpose is this all I'm gonna do what's the answer or is there no answer. A million different emotions go through your head as your sitting on an outdoor chair under a tree staying in a run down motel listening to Sinatra, weather is cold and it's damp because it just rained, you look at 3 gas stations, a subway and a resturant at night. You see more than that you see a city of your thoughts and you imagine your in a different place your out there for a good hour or two before you go inside

In Vegas, after a buffet at the casino for dinner and having one beer which is included in this buffet. I decided I'd go up to my room and take a nap, I woke up late so I rush to get dressed to go to a show at the south end of the strip well I'm late just 10 minutes. I take my seat I'd say in the middle of the show there were some acrobatic stunts, followed by those annoying paper pedals. I know this was probably a coincidence but as the acrobat was dropping these paper pedals there were two, what I call renegade ones, that fell at the right of my seat on the floor. I felt something there and I don't have a clue why but I can tell you this I was hooked on that show and haven't forgot most of it. And it's dumb I know those pedals have no meaning whatsoever I mean paper goes all over the place but for some reason I thought it meant something I just don't know what it was and I still don't know. And a feeling previously of "Vegas is getting o