The Outspoken Blvd

What so you do if you want something most people say no too? You be nice and respectful This very thing happened to me recently I gave a loan to someone at work, they legit had some issues and the amount was small. As I took out money at a gas station she asked me to double it first red flag After the transaction no conversation whatsoever not even an exchange of numbers (whole dept has her phone number) I dont care about losing the money which is in most cases you dont get the loan paid back. What is bothersome which would bother anyone is the lack of a thank you or comraderery 

Thought just occured to me that I might be getting played and that girl at work is either trying to get me in a bind or embarrass me then again she might just be super nice.... who knows all I know is she acts a bit too nice who knows I'm just gonna flow with it and see where that takes me this is just too odd for mr who knows 

If its one thing I've learned in life is that you continually learn about things and the same things repeat over and over gain. For instance, I am talking to this girl at work that is alot like the girl i knew in my previous job that i had a crush on that I never talked to. Its so weird too she has so many faults, on paper, she's a no go as far as a relationship but some reason i like her she's sweet like I imagined that girl i had a crush on still do haha. The only thing i can't stop really is overthinking for some reason i struggle with that. hmm

Let me start off by saying I've gambled before And I take a trips to Vegas. The difference is I budget and I in a sense you could say "do it my way" when doing vegas. Be sure to use apps like MyVegas, Say and Play, Groupon etc to cut down on costs Most of this is going to be focused on what I've used on MyVegas I may make a tutorial on how to use it in my next blog posting. MyVegas Ideal Strategy: Accumulate chips, the app will give you daily spins, free chips, free chips if you watch ads, and free chips if your friends play the app (annoying facebook requests farmville like). until you have 100,000,000 if you cannot wait that long cut it in half, if you still cannot wait that long then do whatever i tend to play my games at 10,000,000 chips. Reason being is because you can do a lot more with a load of chips, they do have events every week at least for myvegas slots on facebook. There is also a goal feature where you can get achievements and advance that way on

Let me give you an example My manager's except for my direct, very fake, seem like the people who would deceive you or talk behind you're back but thats everyone. People I've met they either try to avoid talking to you by acting like they're talking on the phone or texting, look first impression is everything, but, what happened to "don't judge books by they're cover" Funny story today at work i had this one dude trying to protect this girl i like in returns, everytime I'd go near (once to leave and once because i forgot my keys) and she'd be alone he'd come running back, yeah like I'm going to mess with her. I don't need that headache she's already perceived me as something so I'm not gonna fight that. Then i got one girl whose being nice but i don't know what the intentions are and another who talked about sports and philly and abruptly quit. For one of the few times I sat with people and yeah it was cool int

This is a theory and an opinion this probably will never happen the stadium that was built for a professional team sprint center in downtown kcmo has almost 10 years on it without a professional franchise hockey or basketball (only exhibition games) One day at break probably at the same dead end job I'll be going to espn.com on my phone and an article will say "kansas city gets NHL expansion team" they'd name the team Kansas City Scouts another headline "indigenous groups in uproar of the name Scouts owner of kc nhl franchise defends and says it's to remember native Americans who helped us build this nation" The owner would do a Foley and create a creed for the team. The Scout is observes and protects A Scout is cunning and wise spreads they're vast knowledge to accomplish great deeds Without the Scout the west would not be explored many people would parish without the knowledge of the Scout thats horrible but something like that. They would adopt th

I talk to this person every day or at least say hi, this person is one one person who talks alot. I dont know why but I listen and engage. I guess it breaks up the monotony or maybe it reminds me of what could of been with a girl I like shoot I still like her but it wasn't meant to be personality and I guess the type plus she was like 25 or something. This person looks just like her and like 6 years older, do I think its gonna lead anywhere no and that's a h e double hockey stick no maybe wrong but I dont think I am. Dont want to reveal more. Just like the other one who was into sports.  I'm guessing they're getting to know me and oddly enough both had looked similar to the one I still like the control room supe. Damn even though the other one doesn't talk to me anymore that's how I imagine how the conversation would flow its weird and dumb I see them I see her

Imagine this you have a movie about a girl and she's quiet and acts professional then gets into a field that has a gray area like ballpark security. She comes from the midwest never had a criminal record hung out with some questionable people but we all have. At work she's nice and smiles outside of work same thing but she is part of a criminal enterprise and she's like the underboss because of tradition she is not labeled as an underboss but some tough guy is labeled that could totally make movie out of that 

You know I've always wondered if the ballpark had illicit activities going around inside like exchanging illicit products or loan sharking and I have a feeling it does. Some food workers who were screened at multiple phones. Security seemed lax between the guards my guess is organized crime has already infiltrated years ago and corruption That's why you hear about guard who sold bobbleheads idk. There's a reason why an attractive girl got hired in a year to be the supervisor 

You see someone smile and be nice it's very misleading they're either fake or miserable at least 70% of the time it's just amazing if we had more genuine people the world would be a better place

So I watched the Joker Movie i have to say this, after i watched it I said "what the fuck did I just watch?" Whenever a movie gives me that reaction its a good movie it did its job. The message it conveyed to me is never give up because you might accomplish something... I know pretty weird right, its a movie about a psychopath but he stumbled and stumbled and stumbled picked himself up and made himself something it resonates with the poor and middle class, even in the world of sports I always enjoy when a last round pick or a person whose too small or too weak makes it to the pros. Ever since that movie I've been in love with this song by Frank Sinatra called " Thats Life " yet I feel this song belongs in some mob movie where a member steals funding from the family so he gets a hit on him and gets killed, lays on the ground bleeding from the mouth. Guy who shoots him walks over and takes the silver dollar out of his hand and puts a bullet instead. Might of bee

What if the control room supervisor that I was under and my current supervisor were to switch. She was alot more involved and strict that's what it seems, but how would she be in a warehouse would she be particular. I feel people would love her especially the girl who looks like her but older they'd be talking everyday but, hate her particulars. Now everyone would love my supervisor if he went to the control room. People would think hes quiet and cool it would also be way more laid back.