The Outspoken Blvd

Girl I am still not over its illogical she doesn't like me and has a bf. I had a dream about her she was dating someone, and she stated she new him for a couple of years as the reason why she was dating him it was hazy but damn if thats not my brain telling me to move on and find and pursue another thought like trying to find my purpose in life I don't know what is, if the chips fell into place with that girl I had just met maybe that would of been enough to shake off the thought of her. I always believe things happen for a reason but its just not logical for me. That girl I met last weekend while i was working my side gig we clique instantly I felt an immediate connection. But poof a handshake and a nice to meet you and I probably will never see that girl again. Amazing how life works right?

Now I see like a figure in the corner of my eye not bad but weird for some reason I think it's related it probably is not I know I'm doing these short bursts but I have to get it out  When I think of this girl I don't mean to be rude but I dont care about her looks at all. I like her personality  Look at this something has to be wrong with me one conversation got me all worked up

You talk to her and you get that instant connection at least how you feel You talk to her and you dont want to break the conversation  She might not be the prettiest but you'd take her over anybody It's an instant crush I haven't felt in a long while and never found it really difficult to break a conversation  You feel am uppity high But its false Shes bored and that's how her personality is and you feel down Mixed emotions and a false lead story of my life

You talk to her and you get that instant connection at least how you feel You talk to her and you dont want to break the conversation  She might not be the prettiest but you'd take her over anybody It's an instant crush I haven't felt in a long while and never found it really difficult to break a conversation  You feel am uppity high But its false Shes bored and that's how her personality is and you feel down Mixed emotions and a false lead story of my life

Both from California Ones 46 out of my age group but looking for someone, thought we hit it off, and she was flirting but doesn't really want to hang with me One is around my age she just came from California is moving back and I flipping instantly like her by talking to her but shes just talking to me cause shes bored she said it Why does this keep happening to me dang the second one I instantly like I had to make myself get back to my post and it was hard to do cause I didn't want the conversation to end damn